rhapsody of my soul

i hope that it is already weekend. Since Monday, I feel so stress and restless. Not because I'm doing much. Maybe I'm not used to this kind of situation. I usually feel energetic and motivated when I go to work. Now, its like a routine... That I'm only doing this for the sake of doing something. Pushed by what I really want to do in life... but until when?

I really want to take a step. If given an opportunity i want to go back to my previous account. No offense or anything against what I'm with now.. I really want to express my thoughts and knowledge verbally. Not now... I was moved with no choice but to deal with text , copy and past, send, route, trash...

today's work will almost over... I feel less productive each and every day that gone by. The information I have in my head starting to vanished. I wish to apply waht I have learned with my education. but time is not on my side..

Fulfillment will not always be what you want to have.

It is crafted by time and continuation of what you have started..

I will not stop now

Until there's a single thread that connect me from my dream

I will live

But for now... I will overcome and conquer what time had given me.

It will be worth waiting for..